Justin Bieber sure knows how to make people love him and hate him at the same time. His latest odd behaviour led Selea Gomez to worry about the popstar, thinking that he might have pushed himself too hard this time.

Selena Gomez is reportedly concerned that Justin Bieber has gone on a bizarre rant about awards shows, almost immediately after his performance and attendance at the 2016 Billboard Music Awards.

“Selena isn’t quite sure what happened to Justin during the Billboard Music Awards, but she is concerned. She’s worried that maybe he’s pushing himself too hard and is glad that he has a bit of a break now,” a source told Hollywood Life.

“He seemed fine the last time they communicated, but Selena knows he can be hard on himself,” the source added. “She’s not angry at him, she feels for him and hopes he’s surrounded by supportive friends right now.”

Yahoo reports that Justin Bieber shared a lengthy rant on Instagram to let fans know that he doesn’t “feel good” when he goes to awards shows. The 22-year-old star posted his comments alongside an even stranger photo of a Castle and some lush green hills populated by sheep.

Here’s an excerpt of his Instagram rant that he wrote on Monday, May 23:

“I try to think of it as a celebration but can’t help feeling like people are rating and grading my performance, A lot of people in the audience there [seem to be] worried about how much camera time they will get or who they can network with. When I’m doing a regular show I feel they are there for the right reasons and to strictly have a good time! But these award shows seem so hollow.”

Justin Bieber concluded his extended Instagram rant on Monday with an apology — for his grammar. “Sorry not sorry about grammar it’s not my strong point,” he wrote.